What does gold leaf mean to us when it is used in a painting? To me it means the breath of God has been added into it, but that's only part of it. And yet is God not in every painting that an artist does, so that in another way it becomes a conundrum if we try to actually designate or pinpoint that this or that is what the addition of the gold actually means?
Okay then, what if we set aside gold leaf for icon writing, the painting of an icon? What if we say that this icon panel above, with this particular shape, and covered with this gold leaf should have an icon painted on it? Then what if we ask, should it be a mundane person or human being, or should it be a saint, --- except that a saint is one who has been at once a human being, and God's own servant too? And what if following this train of thought means in some fashion that we could actually stretch this out and encompass both the human and the Divine, and we know that it's a bridge of sorts to have this icon window? Does this mean it's a bridge that goes only one way... or can it be two ways?
The two people I want to paint on this icon panel are my friend Mike, and his mother Lil, who are both dear people in my life, and in the lives of many others. Here is the beautiful photograph I will be painting from, taken by Mike's father, who passed away early, when Mike was only 12 years old.
Can I make a work of art like this even as I am exploring these issues, or is there more I must actually understand, about icons, and about gold, and even about what it means to be a saint, first before doing so? I hope I've opened a conversation about this with you, my readers, and I'd like to continue this conversation by doing a series of posts on some of the various existing religious traditions surrounding the use of gold leaf, and on the making of icons too.
I'll close for now with an invocation. It came to me some years ago from my Reiki teacher Delia, who has also been an important spiritual teacher of mine. The various colors of the Ray Elohim are said by some to be the creators of universes! Hard to even begin to wrap the mind around this application of of gold, or this idea of the Rays in general too, expansive as it is. In some ways the invocation itself is full of mystery, and yet maybe even within its veiled words lies its very power.
Invocation to the Gold Ray
I call upon the Elohim of the Gold Ray to pour Divine Wisdom into my consciousness.
I call upon the Elohim of the Gold Ray to reveal the weights and measures,
the balance and proportion of the universes.
I call upon the Elohim of the Gold Ray to illuminate my mind so it will grow peaceful
May I be wise in my actions, balanced in my emotions, peaceful in my mind.